5:01 AM My alarm goes off. I lay in bed knowing that I have allowed for an extra 15 minutes today and I am so glad because I am going to need them.
5:15 AM The alarm goes off again. This is the toughest part of every morning. Even though the answer is always yes, I still seem to ask myself the same question every day: to get up or not to get up?
As I make my way towards the bathroom through the darkness of my room I am happy to see the pile of workout clothes that I have carefully positioned the night before. If you are type A, like me, these are the little things about yourself that really remind you that you wouldn't have it any other way. If preparation is key, why wouldn't you lay everything out the night before in order to maximize your time and minimize your chances of starting off your day on the wrong foot? OCD to some. Genius to others.
5:30 AM I fill up my water bottle, grab a slice of turkey and I have just enough time to walk downstairs, open the garage, pump up my tires and hit the road.
My scheduled 90 minute bike ride turns into a 2 hour one. I am really learning to love the bike. Up until now it was just something that I had to do as part of the triathlon but I am actually starting to enjoy it. Seeing the road move underneath my feet knowing that each mile that passes was a direct result of my efforts makes me feel victorious. Adding to this feeling, is the incredible picturesque landscape of rolling hills, lush trees, and horses grazing which I am lucky enough to call home.
7:50AM I rip through my house like a Tasmanian devil. Clothes are flying all over the place and I shower as fast as possible. I run back into the kitchen and eat my scrambled eggs right out of the pan because time is of the essence. Another smile comes to my face as I see that my prepared lunch is sitting in the fridge in the exact same spot where I left it the night before. I finish getting ready, kiss my husband on the forehead, grab all my bags and rush out the door.
9:00 AM Yes!!! I made it. Navigating through LA traffic is a little like playing the roulette tables in Vegas, you just never know what you're going to get. Any time that I can actually get to work on time is a sweet triumph. Wednesdays at work always fly by. I have to go to two offices where I have different projects going on which require different states of mind and some extra drive time. I don't mind it much since the change of scenery offers some variety to my work life.
I count down the minutes until the end of my work day. I am excited because today is going to be a short one. Have I ever mentioned how cool my boss is? He has been really supportive with all things Ironman. So on the days that I have to leave a bit early to train, all I have to do is let him know. It's pretty awesome.
4:30 PM I meet up with some of my triathlon friends to carpool up to Santa Barbara. We are headed to Nite Moves which is this fun little event every Wednesday night during the summer where for $20 you participate in an Aquathon (1k swim, 5k run). After the race, they feed you, give you beer and if you're lucky you can enjoy some ice cream all while listening to live music. Tonight we have assembled a great crew of misfits to participate in the event and celebrate the birthday of a fellow triathlete.
9:00 PM I am beat. The day's efforts are definitely taking a toll. I am utterly exhausted, and so thankful that I didn't drive so I can sneak in a little snooze (yay!) as we make the hour drive back home.
Our days are filled with small victories, and I think it's important to acknowledge them as they happen. You might not think of a pre-packed lunch as being anything triumphant but I feel that, in order to survive this life, we have to be able to find the good in everything that we do. So as tired as I may be right now, two hours past my bedtime, setting out my clothes and thinking about tomorrow, I have the confidence of knowing that when the alarm goes off I will be ready to face another day and that is the real victory.